Weird day.

Omg, today was a very hard day...
First off all, I had to woke up so early because I wanted to study for my History exam. You can't even imagine how much I hate history.

Let's move to the break.

I went to the bathroom with Maite, but when I left the bathroom, here I was, alone. Then I suddenly saw Fernanda and Angela. I asked them If they had seen Maite and they answered me that she was with Cristina. (Ok, good.)

So I went to the Café with Fer and Angela to buy something and after that we went back to where Maite, Vero and Cris were. Oh, but they were completely ignoring us, I know that Maite is angry with Fer and Angela but if she doesn't wait me and leaves me alone, what I am supossed to do?

So, I was feeling completely ignored and Fer, Angela and I moved to a hottest place, because the corner where we were was so cold! We asked them to come with us and everyone replied ''no'' kindly, except Maite who had basically yelled NO.
Ok, truly, I get a bit pissed off so I decided to stop being so kind and good with everyone because at least I'm the one who never does anything but pays for everythig.

In Art class we made a city and one of us was supposed to display it in front of all. Well, guess who has displayed it? DIN DIN, Riight! ME. Ok, this isn't as bad but can you believe that I'm always the one who does everything? I mean, I have drawn the whole city, I've helped designing it and then... Y HAVE I TO DISPLAY IT?
You know, Vero was ignoring me the whole day and Maite had been so rude with me and I have to do it anyway? WTH?

I'll tell you, because Sara is so stupid nice with everyone. They said that I was the one who should display it because I'm the one who doesn't gets embarrased... (You are my friends, you know me, and can you say that at least? If I never get embarrased I will have left you with the problem and tell you in the face how I was feeling!)

Oh, but I understand... That is what had crossed their minds: ''I get embarrased easily, you too? Oh and you too... omg, let's force Sara to do it then!
Yes, I was SO PISSED OFF!

Then, in the lunch time they completely ignored me, ok, I was visibly angry but if I see a friend of mine with that face, I would have asked her... And you know what that means to me? That they don't care what I think.

I was only expecting one sorry, yes, I'm the type of person who doesn't know what to do when she's angry and feels like the bad one. Do you think I've heard any sorry? NO, no at all.
 
When we were eating Maite asked me that why I was angry (Oh, hooray!) And I told she that I was very pissed off and why... After that Angela and Fernanda started to laugh so Maite and I get down.
OMG, you can't imagine how bad I was feeling, so I went to the bathroom. I really wanted to cry.
But the worst thing is that Fer was the only one who cames to talk to me. (Ok, after laughing when I was going trough a bad moment, you came like nothing happened?) So I talked with her, omg you don't know how I needed it...

Sorry for the long post, but I'm almost crying now and I can't keep writing. Good night everyone.

(Sarcasm On) Damn right.

As I said I have talked to my ''friends'' today.

Well, first of all I talked to Angela. I said her that I'm tired of being alone the weekends, then, she replied me that if I want we could meet anytime. She was kind with me, I think. Thanks Angela.
After that, Angela spoke to Maite telling her that I wanna hang up with them more frequenty, then Maite told Angela that I was the one that doesn't wanna meet them. WTH? Doesn't she remember the time that she, Cris and I arranged to meet in the cinema and at least I was the ONE that wanted to go? Now I don't really know if she was joking because after that I just felt pissed off so she said to me ''Omg Sara, I was just joking. You're impossible!'' What the...?

After that the day was weird, the teachers gave us some marks (gess what, I've passed all!). But when the classes ended, Angela and Fernanda were walking in front of us and then suddenly Maite told me that she was tired and that she wanna worry only about herself. How am I supposed to act if she says something like that?
Then in the bus she doesn't talk to me and, obviously, I didn't talked to her (Seriously, I didn't know what to say...)

I'm lost, really lost, gosh, at least people only worry about themselves. (Now I think that Maite could be right) Is all the people like that?

T I R E D.

Damn. What the h... am I doing here on a beautiful saturday?! Ok. I'll tell ya.  
I'm studying!

I'm a bit pissed off because I haven't gone out with my friends since a loong time. Why? There are three possibly reasons:

1) My ''friends'' think that I'm a girl with a boring life who is BORING so that's why they don't invite me to anything. (If that's the correct answer... fuck ya all)
2) Their mentality is ''to have fun we have to drunk, drunk and wait... let's drunk again?''. And that doesn't suits me at all... Ok, I know that nowadays a 15 girl who doesn't love to drink is strange, but I don't mind!
3) They love to stay in house. All the day. (?)

Seriously, I can't wait to finish the high school. Are those real friends? I do what I can to hang up with them but it seems that they don't want. I'm not asking for meet them everyday but...
Woah... I'm thinking seriously about make my parents transfer me to other school.

This monday I'll talk with them... I love them but that's just they never are there when I need them!

BB love!

Today after school I was like tired. Damn tired, but when I arrived home there was something that made my day....

Yay, you're thinking right. Say hello to my new Blackberry Torch 9800!
Some photos (taken from google):




Yep, I know, a bit ugly, right? (Actually duper ugly...) But you know what? I dun mind because I have been having the same cellphone since 2010... (An old nokia 6700 with the screen broken...)

The problem is that I don't know how to download themes and I dun have internet on the blackberry... Anyway I like it a lot even is soo hard to type on the BB...
I'll tell you more about the torch soon, now it's time to sleep!
See ya ;)

Starting.

OMG. I've chosen the best day to start blogging. Tomorrow I have an history exam and here I'm, wirting about nosense stuff... Well, idk why but I was like in a mood of writing something here.

Damn exams week. Anyway, wish me luck. (WTF. Who'm talkin' to?)